harapan pagi ini

hi guys, good morningggggggg <3
well , wish me luck for today yaa, especially for my report book

sesuatu, sangat random

udah lama yaa, ga pernah nulis sesuatu di blog ini.

btw, kalian pernah ga sih ngerasa capek atau semacamnya dalam 1 hubungan?

hmm mungkin kali ini gue ngalamin hal itu. bukan capek yang gimana sih sebenernya, lebih tepatnya gue benci sama keadaan yang maksa gue harus ga marah, harus terlihat baik-baik aja when i know i'm not, harus ga cemburu, harus tidur dulu buat nenangin hati yang lagi sumpek, dan pada intinya semua itu gue lakuin karena suatu keharusan yang kalo ga gue lakuin bakal berakibat fatal.

gue tau ga seharusnya tiap hari saya harus marah pada anda. saya tau anda bosen lihat saya yang tiap hari marah sama anda. tapi ketahuilah, sebenarnya saya juga bosen marah pada anda. tapi anda selalu seperti itu. setelah kita sama-sama senang atas suatu momen yang anda buat, saya mohon jangan memancing emosi saya kalau anda tidak ingin saya marah dan membuat anda merasa percuma telah membuat momen itu untuk saya. saya bukannya tidak terkesan, sebaliknya, saya justru sangat terkesan dengan momen momen itu. 

oke kenapa juga gue jadi curhat -_-

so,

did you ever feel the same?

fate

i don't like when somebody said that a man and woman suddenly meet and inlove , this is just a luck . i think this is a fate, bcause God has so many plans and that's one of them .

quote from tweeps

life isn't an agenda , things don't always go according to plan

something new

helloooo all :*

happy ied fitr 1432 H \(´▽`)/
taqobbalallahu minna wa minkum
wish we can get better life after this holy moment :D

enchanted

this song, dedicated for someone
i feel like what - i really speechless when i met him
and now he is mine :)


There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say

It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

oh pancake

helloo fellas , i'm baaack -__-
akhir-akhir ini lagi demam pancake nih gara-gara acara bazar sekolah kemaren minggu minggu kemaren . Jadi ceritanya kelasku dapet menu makanan yang bahan dasarnya telor gitu , akhirnya kita pilih pancake .

btw, kemaren senin gue sama pily pergi ke rumah pancake . niatnya gue sama pily mau beli 2 , tapi waktu nyampe di rumah pancake .... gue baca sesuatu ....

strawberry pancake IDR 13,0
vanilla pancake IDR 13,0


mampus .
gue sama pily malah pelotot pelototan .
okeh , akhirnya niat gue sama pily terpaksa dibatalin .
gue sama pily mutusin cuma beli 1 strawberry pancake .
selagi mas masnya masakin pancake , gue liat liat gambar pancake yang ada di meja gue .
ada triple pancake gitu di gambarnya , gue mulai positive thinking .

ga lama kemudian , mas masnya datang bawa strawberry pancake pesenan pily sama gue ....

gue diem . pily frustasi .
kucing yang ada di bawah kursi gue sekarat .

voilaa !
pancake yang gue bayangin kaya di gambar itu tiba-tiba berubah jadi bayangan pancake yang dijual di stan kelas gue waktu bazar sekolah.
hopeless.
tapi daripada mubadzir , gue sama pily akhirnya makan strawberry pancake itu . gue yang pertama makan .
Gue : pil , ga mau nyobain ?
pily : (ogah-ogahan) lo aja duluan geh -__-
gue : lo ga mauu ?
pily : gue nyobain aja deh
(pily mulai nyobain)
pily : pancake ta pukis ? rasanya kaya pukis -__- gue makan buah stroberinya aja deh , pancakenya abisin , gue ga doyan .

parah .
sejak saat itu gue sama pily kapok pergi ke tempat itu .